2 Corinthians 12:9

"And He said unto me, 'My grace is sufficient for thee: for my strength is perfected in weakness. Most gladly therefore will I rather glory in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me."

You will never find fulfillment outside of Christ, for outside of him there is no such thing. You will never find peace outside of Christ, for outside of him there is no such thing. You will never find life outside of Christ, for outside of him there is no such thing. Stop your struggling and "let this mind be in you which was also in Christ Jesus." -Philippians 2:5.